by Aileen
(Hoffman Estates Il USA)
When I was little, my older sister was very jealous of me. She will tell you that now. She used to tell my cousins not to play with me and I always got locked out of things. She told people in eighth grade I was going to be a whore, just to keep people away from me.
Anyway, I constantly have nightmares, that my family never believes my feelings and thinks she is the best. ...when they ignore me in the dream I start breaking things and going crazy which just adds to their justification that I'm full of shit.
In reality, I'm very popular - a leader for most things and a loving being. I love to help others and make others happy. It is my favorite thing to do. I have wise thoughts and people are drawn to me.
Please note I am very sensitive. I don't like peoples meanness and I pick up on negative energy very easy.
In real life I have the respect of my family, although they are much less sensitive than me. We are a popular loving family. In my dreams I dream my husband doesn't care either. I don't know how to stop these dreams... I'm 49 and they seem to be happening weekly. A couple years ago they were only once in a while. They're starting to really bring me down.
I am already taking Cymbalta and Wellbutrin for stress and Fybromyalgia.
I never have bad dreams about my children who are 26 and 17.
Ben's Answer:
Aileen, dreams are an expression of all of who we are -
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