by Megan
(Indiana)
I am not sure who to ask this question before seeking actual care.
I think I may be suffereing from ADD. Lately, I can't seem to concentrate on anything. I went to community college last semester, and ended up only going two or three times because I just couldn't force myself to go. I found it almost impossible to sit through the lectures unless my professor let us use our laptops in class, which meant the only reason I went was because I didn't have to pay attention. Things in textbooks a lot of the time do not make any sense to me and I have to reread them over and over, a lot of the time still not understanding. I had a four page paper due that was assigned at the beginning of the semester, and wasn't due til the end of the semester. I still couldn't force myself to do it.
My work is also suffering. I work at a grocery store, and if I'm working as a cashier, I find it very difficult to just stand there and wait on people. I get very, very irritated when I even see someone come up to my line and am often irritable toward the customer. The only way I can really stand to be at work is if I'm working as a bagger, where I can go bring carts in from outside or walk around the store doing things constantly.
I also have no motivation to do anything. I told myself I was going to go back to community college, and could never make myself do it.
My house and car are completely messy and disorganized. I always tell myself I'm going to clean it - but I'm going to do it tomorrow or later in the week.
I get very stressed out and very angry with my boyfriend. We live together, and sometimes I can start arguing and start a full out fight over the most minor thing possible. I can go