I love wearing diaper it just bring so much peace when under so much stress lately. I don't feel anything is wrong, but I know that others might think it is so strange/weird, and I cant seem to stop especially when under stress. I remember my baby sitter changing my diaper and wearing plastic pants and those memories are with me. But the feeling wont go away. Is this wrong? I am 62 years old and felt this way for a long time, and have been to therapy.
You are not wrong for any feelings you have. Your feelings, emotions and thoughts are yours to have. What you wear is also nobody's concern but your own and it's nobody's business what kind of undergarments you wear or why. If it brings you peace then be grateful that you've found some peace in this world. You are not hurting anyone by having this attachment. There are many people who have the same issue, and there is no "right" or "wrong" about it. It just is.